Sometimes I get in the most confused moods, and can do nothing right. Unfortunately, I was still in that mood when I went to work today (to try to get caught up and/or ahead) and botched things up. Damn. I feel like my mind is moving through molasses. Not a good state to be in when getting ready for my (formerly weekly, now only every 2 or 3 weeks) meeting with the boss tomorrow, or in preparing for a talk to give in a week. I'd wanted to go in and confirm some earlier results, but I accidentally set up something wrong, and got the same strange result as before, so now I'm just twice as mystified, and am now further behind than before. Damn. Feeling like a real idiot lately, plus the rain and "cold" today really didn't help brighten things up.
Argh. Sorry, guys... just feeling kind of sorry for myself lately. Sometimes you feel like you're going backwards and you just don't seem to be able to think clearly enough to figure out how to go forwards. Luckily, as I said, the cats seem to be eating well, and other than the fact that one of them accidentally destroyed the upstairs toilet tank (apparently he landed a little too hard on the top and it caused a thin fracture to form all the way down), and the other one keeps yowling for no apparent reason, I'm grateful that they're both looking so good! I, on the other hand, have not been feeling so good, and am starting on my diet on Monday, so we'll see how it goes.
Cross your fingers for me, and hope that this week goes better for me, guys. There's re-organization coming up, which is why I hate going into my boss not feeling my best. I have no idea what they're going to do with me, and I don't see a lot of good options. The one good thing was that my research was going well, but, as I said above, now I'm running into a patch of trouble, and that can be very stressful. So, please send good thoughts my way! Thanks. *S*